A Day of BLAH

I feel consumed today.

Consumed in thought,

Consumed in fatique,

Consumed in just feeling BLAH!!

I don't know if Im having a day of "let's have a pity party" or if I really am getting sick. Its probably the later of the 2 because I usually get like this before I get sick.

I started to feel a little sick yesterday on my flight back from Montreal. As soon as I got into Miami, I stopped by the Walgreens by the efficiency to get some TheraFlu; almost knocked over a 7 foot tall sales display of Bustello Cafe (proof youre in Little Havana).

I feel kinda seperate from reality today as well. Its like none of my friends are wanting to talk, and if they do, they are pretty short. I know its just me reading into things, but its still how I feel.

Its like the more I think I know someone, the less I really do. The older I get, it seems the more independent of people I become. I used to hate NOT being around people, it seems that now I love more and more my solitude. Could be a good thing, could be a bad thing, who the hell knows, Im not a shrink!

There are a number of people that I dont mind their company. Actually I rather enjoy it, but there is still another number of folks that I enjoy their company in small doses. I guess certain people are like alcohol, they can be fun, but in small small doses, otherwise they make you sick!

I am missing my friends from Orlando a lot recently. I feel almost like I have let them down because I don't get to see them as much as Id like to, or even talk to them as much as Id like to. I feel like Im slowly and slowly becoming a part of the "outta sight outta mind" syndrome.

I really get annoyed when I feel this way, because I get so easily aggrivated at things that I usually would find humourous.

I just need to sleep! However I can not because the landlords dogs have been barking non-stop for the last almost 3 hours. I never knew a dog could bark so long, and I used to have collies, trust me, they bark at air!

I would kill for a cup of tea, but am too weak to do anything but lay in my bed and type.

I did get to speak to a good friend today. She's been feeling like me lately... well emotionally, not physically, that helped cheer me up some.

I better get some more medicine and get some sleep. I have to be up at 3:30 tomorrow because I am headed to Cuba and back!

"A large volume of adventures may be grasped within this little span of life, by him who interests his heart in everything. " ~Laurence Sterne